"YUP IT IS"

WELL A VERY GOOD AND EXTREMELY CLOSE FRIEND OF OURS…. MOHAMMAD ZILANI…. ONCE WHILE V WERE BUSY LIKE ALWAYS, DISCUSSING NOTHER ASSHOLE INTELLECTUAL ISSUE… AS V USE TO DO, DONNO 4M WHERE SAID DIS THING DAT “ KABHI BHI KISI INSAAN K BAARE ME KOI BHI BURI BAAT TAB NAHI KARNI CHAHIYE JAB WO AAPKE SAATH US WAQT MAUJOOD NA HO” IT’S LIKE PEETH PEECHE WALA KINDA STUFF ND ALL DAT… HIS WORDS WERE LIKE A HAMMER TO MY BRAIN… ND FORCED ME TO GIVE A SECOND THOUGHT BOUT MY OWN SELF…. AS YUP MOST OF DA TIMES I WAZ INDULGED INTO DIS STUFF…. ND DONNO WENEVER I USE TO DO IT…. IT WAZ LIKE I USE TO FEEL GUILTY AFTERWARDS…. AS WAT HE SAID WAZ VERY TRUE ND HAD A DEPTH INTO IT…. WELL BUT BY GOD’S GRACE I DO IT STILL :P :)… YUP IT IS NOT AT DA SAME RATE AS IT USE TO B BUT STILL IT IS DERE…. BUT YUP M WORKIN OUT ON IT…. ND MAY B I’LL KEEP ON WORKIN ON IT ALL THRU… BUT YUP WAT HE SAID WAZ BLOODY GOD DAMN SO VERY TRUE… IT STILL STRIKES ME WENEVER I DO SO…. OR RATHER WEN M DONE WITH IT…. BUT YUP I GUESS IT’S DA WORST THING SUMONE COULD EVER DO…. ND DEN V ALWAYS DO… DONNO CANT SAY BOUT OTHERS… BUT DIS HAS TO B CORRECTED….

WELL LIFE’S ALL FULL OF CIRCUMSTANCES AND SITUATIONS. BUT EVERY SITUATION WE HAVE TO FACE AND LIVE ON OUR OWN. IT DEPENDS ON OUR ATTITUDE AS TO HOW WE FACE DEM. WE LAUGH, WE CRY, WE FEEL HAPPY, WE FEEL SAD BECAUSE OF THESE SITUATIONS. SOME TIMES WE LOOSE HOPES. BUT ALL THESE EMOTIONS HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH A HUMAN HEART BUT HAS A LOT WITH THE HUMAN BRAIN. ALL THE SITUATIONS ARE IN OUR HANDS AND IN OUR CONTROL. WE WANT TO B SAD ND WE ARE SAD, WE WANT TO BE HAPPY AND WE ARE HAPPY, WE WANT TO GIVE UP THINGS AND WE GIVE UP, WE BECOME AIMLESS AND GET INTO DILEMMA AS WE CHOOSE SO. BUT MOST OF THESE COULD BE HANDLED JUST BY OUR MERE BRAIN. WE FEEL LOW OR SAD CAUSE WE OURSELVES WANT TO THINK 'BOUT THE SITUATION OR CIRCUMSTANCES THAT LEAD US INTO GLOOM. BUT THE MOMENT WE STOP THINKING BOUT THE SITUATION AND LET OURSELVES BE UNKNOWN TO IT, IT’S ALL GONE ND WE REALISE OR RATHER FEEL AS IF THE SITUATION NEVER EXISTED. DONNO GUESS IT’S COMPLICATED BUT WORKS 4 ME. THE ONLY MOTTO IN LIFE SHOULD BE TO THINK BIG. ATLEAST THIS MUCH WE HAVE IN OUR HANDS. AND YUP NEVER CONSIDER ANY BODY INFERIOR OR SUPERIOR TO YOURSELF. U HAVE IT IN YOU SO KEEP ON FIGHTING. DOESN'T MATTER WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE YOU HAVE AROUND, JUST LEARN FROM DEM, AS TO WHAT U SHOULD NEVER BE. GAIN EXPERIENCES OF UR OWN AND LIFE GIVES U A PLENTY OF CHANCE TO LEARN ND CORRECT YOURSELF. HAVE A WORD OF YOUR OWN AND NEVER TRY TO IMITATE. AS WHAT IS BEEN SAID AS GOOD AS U COULD SAY, NEVER SAY IT, WRITTEN AS GOOD AS YOURS, NEVER WRITE IT, JUST B ORIGINAL IN UR THOUGHTS.
“BE A FIGHTER”

LOST IN.....

“I SAW YOU STANDING IN THE MEADOWS OF SPRING;

WONDERING ABOUT THE JOY YOUR SMILE BRINGS.

YOU SANG SO LOUD AND YOU SANG SO CLEAR;

THAT IT TOOK AWAY ALL MY FEARS OF TEARS.

YOU LOOKED LIKE THE SUN PEEPIN IN THE RAIN;

WASHIN OUT MY EVERY GRIEF AND EVERY PAIN.

AND THEN YOU STOOD CLOSE TO ME WITH YOUR ARMS OPEN TOWARDS
ME;

BUT YOU SAID I PROMISE THINGS WOULD NEVER EVER
BE THE SAME….”

LIFE'S STRANGE...

THE STRANGEST MISERY OOOF LIFE IS DAT D ONE 4 WHOM V FALL OOLWAYS SAYS DAT “U’LL FIND SOMEONE IN UR LIFE WHO’D B A LOT BETTER DAN ME “, BUT HA!! IT’S NEVER D CASE, V CRAVE 4 WAT V NEED ND V DON’T WANT ALTERNATIVES….. BUT LIFE, IT NEVER RESTS UNDER THE SHADE OOF THE BIGGEST OOF TREES… IT KEEPS ON MOVING WITH THE SAME PACE… SOME FEEL THE PACE IS FAST ND SOME FEEL THE PACE IS SLOW… BUT IT’S NEVER LIKE DAT… IT’S V WHO WANT IT TO CRAWL, ND TO LIVE INTO AN IMAGINATION DAT NOTHIN WUD EVER CHANGE… BUT D END WEN IT COMES IS PAINFUL… BUT DEN WAT, IT’S DESTINED TO COME…. ND LIFE CHANGES…. ND 4 DOSE WHO DO NOT CHANGE, DEY ENTER INTO A NO MAN’S LAND…. WEHERE WEN DEY YELL, DERE’S NO ONE WHO COMES IN TO LEND A HAND OOF SUPPORT…. BUT DOSE WHO CHANGE GET WAT DEY NEVER WANTED BUT STILL GET A LIFE THAT IS DEIR OWN RECREATION….

"WOH CHEEKHEN"

Us band darwaaze ke peeche se aati thi woh cheekhen.
Roz guzarta tha main bhi usi darwaaze ke samne se.
Kabhi un cheekhon pe gaur nahin kiya tha maine, par ek din jab un cheekhon me kahin mujhe khud ki cheekhen sunai di tab samajh saka ke ……


Woh cheekhen thi unki jo mare ja rahe hain;
Jo jee kar bhi, kabro me dhanse ja rahe hain.
Woh cheekhen thi unki jo cheekhte the khud to;
Aur doosro ki Woh cheekhen kuchalte ja rahe hain.

Woh laashen bichi thi, har shakhs mar chukka tha;
Tha manzar kuch aisa har pal ruk chukka tha.
Woh laashen thi khaali, har shakhs bik chukka tha;
Ab sunta tha uski jisse mil chukka tha.
Woh jo karte the baaten doosro ke bhale ki ;
Ab khud ka bhala hi kiye ja rahe hain.

Uski tum suno na, khuda ne kaha hain,
Jo khud ko khuda keh ke karta guman hain.
Par khuda ki sune kaun, humko dhongi bhala hain ;
Usi ki hain hasrat aur khuda se gila hai.
Ab to manzar hai aisa, jo kabhi na hua tha;
Thookte the hum jinpar, ab unhi ki sune ja rahe hai.

Na khilaane ko roti na dene ko kafan hai;
Khud ko hi khilaane ki aisi lagan hai.
Dhak kar bhi khudko hum sab besharam hai;
Par hai woh jo bhookha woh uske karam hai.
Badal denge duniya ye khai kasam hai,
Bas baaten hai ye sab, aur baaten kiye jaa rahe hai.

Pooju har Mandir me Allah ko, aur har Masji me Raam;
Pukaaroo Girje me Govind ko, aur Gurdware me Isaa ko har shaam.
Koi fark dikhta nahin inme, jab bhi karta hu dyaan;
Sabki shaklen ek hai bas humne badal diye hai naam.
Khuda bhi hai rota dekh ke is jahan ko,
Karte the jiski ibaadat;
Aaj usika hi seena, chalni kiye ja rahe hai.

'DOSE DAYS DAT R GONE"

DIS ONE'S WRITTEN BY ME JUS A FEW MONCE AGO, HOPE YA LIKE DIS ONE TOO....

"DA DAYS DAT R GONE, DEY R GONE ND DEY’LL NEVER COME AGAIN.

V HAD JOY, V HAD FUN ND V FAUGHT AGAINST EVERY PAIN.

V KILLED SOMEONE DEEP WITHIN US FOR DA SAKE OF SOMETHIN V CALL AS GAIN.

V RAN FAST TO WIN DA RACE BUT V LUKED BACK ND FOUND V MISSED DOSE RIDES IN DA RAIN.

V CRAVE 4 A SOMETHIN IN LIFE, DAT MAKES US LAND AT A PLACE DAT’S NEW.

BUT DEN V FIND DAT DIS SOMETHIN WAS NOT WAT V ALWAYS WANTED TO DO.

V BLAME IT ON DA SITUATIONS, ND BELIEVE DAT DESE TIMES’LL GET THROUGH.

BUT TIME HA!!! IT CHANGES BUT 4 A SMALL SPAN ND DA DAYS LEFT AHEAD R FEWER DAN V KNEW…"

"MY THOUGHT"

"JUST A THOUGHT OF MINE, IF U LIKE IT DEN SPREAD IT OR JUS KEEP IT EMBEDED IN UR LIFE ND TRY TO BRING 'BOUT A CHANGE"

WELL I BELIVE IN GOD, BUT MA GOD IS HAZY,WITHOUT A SHAPE, ND A RECOGNISABLE FACE. SUMTIMES I EVEN THINK DAT HE EXISTS BECAUSE OF ME, BECAUSE I’VE PUT MA FAITH IN HIM. HE NEVER STOPS ME 4M DOIN A MISTAKE OR A SIN, RATHER HE KEEPS N EYE ON ME ND WANTS ME TO CORRECT IT ON MA OWN. ‘CAUSE DERE WUD B NO USE IF I WONT REALIZE IT ON MA OWN DAT WAT M DOIN IS A SIN. HE WANTS ME TO LEARN THRU MY MISTAKES ND WANTS ME TO KEEP ON DOIN UNLESS I STOP N SAY TO MASELF “HEY MAN DIS IS ENOUGH, I SHUDNT DO IT NYMORE”.

HE WANTS ME TO GAIN EXPERIENCES OF MA OWN RATHER DAN LIVING A LIVING A LIFE THRU THE EXPERIENCES OF OTHERS. HE WANTS ME TO RESPECT PEOPLE ON DA BASI OF DEIR DOINGS ND NOT BECAUSE OF DEIR RELIGION, SEX, STATUS OR AGE. HE GIVES ME FREEDOM ND IT’S ON ME HOW I UTILISE IT.

WELL V R NOT DAT CHRISTIAN WHO CONVERTS PEOPLE BY TEMPTIN DEM 4 MONEY,

V R NOT DAT HINDU WHO DOESNT RESPECT ISLAAM ND SAT ON DA BABRI MASJID ND SHATTERD IT IN A DEMOCRATIC COUNTRY,

V R NOT DAT MUSLIM WHO'S SOLE AIM IS TO INCREASE DA POPULATION OF DIS COUNTRY ND INCREASE UNEMPLOYMENT,

ND V R NOT DAT JAIN WHO BELEIVES IN DA SUPERIORITY OF HIS RELIGION,

NO V R NOT ANY ONE OF DESE ABOVE....

V R JUST A HUMAN BEING.

THEN WHOR R DESE PEOPLE WHO THINK DIS WAY??

I DONT CARE HOW MANY HINDUS OR MUSLIMS DIED IN A RIOT, BUT M CONCERNED ABOUT DA LIFE OF DA PEOPLE WHO DIED.

NO RELIGION IS SUPERIOR, JUS DAT V R BORN INTO ONE V NEED TO PRAISE IT INSPITE OF DA ILLDOINGS, HUMBUG, SHEAR HUMBUG...

NO WAR CUD B FAUGHT IN DA NAME OF RELIGION, EVERYONE IS EQUAL IN DA EYE OF GOD, M A CHRISTIAN DAT DOESNT MEAN DAT RAM WUD NOT BLESS ME, OR JESUS WUD GET ANNOYED AS TO Y M PRAYIN RAM !!!

GOD NEVER DIFFERENTIATES OR HAS A SUPERIORITY, V OUR SELVES WANT TO CLAIM DA SUPERIORITIES OF OUR RELIGION.

V DO A LOT 4 OTHERS, Y BECAUSE V WANT TO GET DA SAME 4M DEM??

NO NEVER BECAUSE V WANT TO LET DEM NOE DAT V R LIKE DAT, V R NOT WAT U R...

WELL I FEEL SORRY 4 DOSE WHO DONT EVEN NOE DA DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MUSLIMS ND TERRORISTS, A TERRORIST CUD B A HINDU, A CHRISTIAN ND A SIKH,HE DOESNT HAVE A RELIGION..

HE WHO PREACHES HATE 4 OTHERS DESERVES HELL, WHETHER HE'S A HINDU, A MUSLIM OR A CHRISTIAN...

B RELIGIOUS ND B LOYAL TO UR LORD BUT DON'T B LOYAL TO DESE MISGUIDIN ND FRUSTRATED RELIGIOUS LEADERS DAZ ALL I CAN SAY....

DIS IS MA THOUGHT IF YA LIKE IT DEN JUS SPREAD IT TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN OR JUS LET IT B TO URSELF ND BRING ABOUT A CHANGE OF TOLERANCE, LOVE, EQUALITY ND PEACE...