YE KAISI AAZAADI!!!!

Tirange ek dafa phir aaj lehraenge...
Har ek imaarat jo khadi ki hai unhone dusro ke khoon se, wo aaj use sajaenge...
Muddato pehle ki khushi jiska na matlab samajh sake na maksad, wo phir manaenge...
Un teen rango k maayne tab kuch aur the par aaj wo humare banae maayno me dhal jaenge...

Kesariya wo rait hai un pahado ki jo kat rahe hai...
Safed wo kafan hai jo in dino saste me bat rahe hai..
Aur hara wo jungle hai jo sire se hat rahe hai...

Aapas me lad kar bhi hum sab ek hai, is jhooth ki misaal de de kar, khoon se sane wo haath, aaj phir bewajeh madad k liye uth jaenge...
Dushman tab dikhte bhi the par aaj humme se hi ek hai, ye baat kabhi na maan k, wo aaj phir TIRANGE ki shaan badhaenge...

TERRORISM AND RELIGION

The day of 26/11/2008 was gloomy and it changed many of us, and made us raise a voice against the evils. We lost many a lives but someone I knew too fell a prey to the day. It was Zaheen our schoolmate, blue eyed boy of his family, a good friend from a small town of Bhilwara working as a chef at Taj. He died a fighter’s death trying to save the lives of others and lost his own. His death made me think deeply as to what exactly are these people, these terrorists, I was confused, are they Hindus, Muslims, Christians or Sikhs?
After Zaheen had been killed I guess I have an answer now, these people have no religion, and rather these people belong to those who are not left with anything to do. These people are weaker than even a common man. They say that they fight for the rights of Islam or Hinduism or Christianity, whatsoever but they forget that there could be no war or fight in the name of religion, no religion preaches hatred but then what to do as these people actually do not have a religion, they are not even man enough, and in this desperation they just want everyone to know that they exist.
The death of Zaheen is a proof that terrorism has nothing to do with God, salvation or religion and killing someone in the name of God is not justified.
Well I too believe in God but he is a lot different from those been prayed by others. Well my Lord is, but a bit hazy, without a shape, and a recognizable face. Sometimes I even think that he exists because of me, because I’ve put my faith in Him. He never stops me from doing a mistake, and rather He keeps an eye on me and wants me to correct it on my own. ‘Cause there would be no use if I wont realize it on my own that what I’m doing is a wrong. He wants me to learn through my mistakes and wants me to keep on doing unless I stop and say to myself “Hey man this is enough, I shouldn’t do it anymore”.
He wants me to gain experiences of my own rather than living a life through the experiences of others. He wants me to respect people on the basis of their doings and not because of their religion, sex, status or age. He gives me freedom and it’s on me how I utilize it. And He makes me know that we r not that Christian who converts people by tempting them for money, we are not that Hindu, who doesn’t respect Islam and sat on the Babri masjid and shatterd it in a democratic country, we are not that Muslim whose sole aim is to increase the population of this country and increase unemployment, and we r not that Jain who believes in the superiority of his religion, no we r not any one of these above.
We are just a human being. Then who are these people who think this way??
I don’t care how many Hindus or Muslims died in a riot, but m concerned about the life of the people who died. No religion is superior, just that we r born into one we need to praise it in spite of the ill doings, humbug, shear humbug.
No war cud b fought in the name of religion, everyone is equal in the eyes of God, I’m a Christian that doesn’t mean that Lord Ram would not bless me, or Jesus would get annoyed as to why am I praying Ram! God never differentiates or has superiority, we our selves want to claim the superiorities of our religion.
We do a lot for others, why? ‘Cause do we want to get the same form them? No never, rather we do it because we want to let them know that we are like that, and we r not what they are.
Well I feel sorry for those who don’t even know the difference between Muslims and terrorists, a terrorist could b a Hindu, a Christian and a Sikh, he doesn’t have a religion.
He who preaches hate for others deserves hell, whether he's a Hindu, a Muslim or a Christian...
Be religious and be loyal to your Lord but don't b loyal to these misguiding and frustrated religious leaders that’s all I can say....
This is my thought if you like it then jus spread it to as many people as you can or just let it be to yourself and bring about a change of tolerance, love, equality and peace and let not any other Zaheen die.

"GOOD AND BAD"

GOOD DAYS - BAD DAYS, GOOD PEOPLE - BAD PEOPLE, GOOD GOD - BAD GOD, GOOD LOSS - BAD LOSS, GOOD NEWS - BAD NEWS, GOOD FIGHT - BAD FIGHT, GOOD CRY - BAD CRY, GOOD HEART - BAD HEART, GOOD THOUGHT - BAD THOUGHT, GOOD LIFE - BAD LIFE, GOOD DEATH - BAD DEATH.
EVERY GOOD AND EVERY BAD THAT EXIST, BECOMES
HAZY WITH TIME, BUT SOMETIMES WE CAN’T DISTINGUISH BETWEEN THE TWO. THE GOOD SEEMS EQUALLY BAD AND THE BAD SEEMS EQUALLY GOOD. WE HAVE A MEMORY LIKE THAT OF A BUBBLE AND SO FORGETTING WOULD NEVER BE AN ISSUE FOR US...

BESTAST BUDDIES....

NIDZ

WELL MISS CHARMING ND MISS ATTITUDE, IS MA BEST FREN.
DA MOST AMAZIN HUMAN BEING I'VE EVER COME ACROSS, DA MOOST DIGNIFIED, GRACEFUL N CHARMING ANGEL WITH DA MOOST PLEASIN PERSONALITY.
ALWAYS TENDER AT HEART ND SOUL, DAZ WAT NIDHI MAM IS ALL BOUT. A SUPPORT SYSTEM 4 MOST OF DOSE WHO GOT A CHANCE TO B COOZY WID HER. M LUCKY DAT V MET ND YUP SHE GAVE ME CHANCE 2 B FRENS WID HER. HAS ALWAYS BEEN AROUND ME IN MA GUD ND BAD TIMES.
THERE R ONLY 2 FELLAS I REMEMBER WEN IT'S MA BAD TIME OR M STUCK INTO SOMETHIN, ONE IS DA ALMIGHTY ND DA OTHER IS TO WHOM M WRITIN DIS TESTI. SHE WAS ALWAYS BEEN DERE 4 ME IN DA PAST ND YUP SHE IS DERE 4 ME EVEN 2DAY 4 EVERYTHING. SHE CARES 4 PEOPLE ND SO SHE ALWAYS GETS DA SAME RESPONSE 4M EVERYONE ELSE. ND YUP SOMETIMES NOT KNOWING SOMEONE IS BETTER DAN TO KNOW SOMEONE 4M HEAD TO TOE. ND SHE KNOWS DAT.

NIS

WELL NIS OR "THE LITTLE DEVIL" IS D MOST DIFFERENT HUMUN BEING I'VE EVER COME ACROSS... SHE FEARS NUTHIN... PUTS HER SHOE INTO EVERYTHIN I CUD NOT EVEN DARE TO... STICKS TO D STUFFS UNLESS SHE GETS SUCCESS OUT F DEM... "MISS CONFIDANTE" IS WAT SHE IS... OOLWAYS HAPPY GO LUCKY... MOST OFTEN YA CUD C HER LAUGHING HER HEART OUT... NEVA HAVE I SEEN HER CRYIN FOR NY STUFFS... SHE FACES EVERYTHN ON HER OWN... YA CUD NEVA PROVE HER WRONG AS SHE NOES HOW 2 PROVE HERSELF RIGHT... MANY A TIMES SHE DOESNT GET WAT SHE DESERVES OUT OF HER EFFORTS... BUT YUP ALL SHE DOES WUD LEAD HER INTO SUMTHN BIG... SHE TAKES D TOUGH STUFFS IN AN EASY WAY ND AMAZINGLY YUP DA STUFFS BECOME A LOT EASIER... SHE NOES WAT SHE IS ND SHE NOES WAT SHE CUD DO ND ITS WAT HER BIGGEST ASSET... WELL YUP DIS GIRL WUD GO PLACES IN D COMIN YEARS I CUD SMELL DAT... BUT IT'S D TIME TO TAKE HER LEAVE... I DONT WISH 4 HER BUT I NOE DAT SHE WUD MAKE IT BIG IN LIFE 4 SURE...

ARIF

WELL ARIF... AS V CALL HER IS D SWEETEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN... SWEET IS D WAY SHE TALKS... SWEET IS WATEVER SHE DOES... ND YUP SWEETEST OOOF FREN.... YUP AN AWESOME FREN... TAUGHT ME A FEW LESSONS IN LIFE DAT I OOLWAYS KNEW BUT WAZ NOT FOLLOWING ND IT HELPED ME A LOT... OOLWAYS STOOD LIKE A TRUE FREN BY MY SIDE WENEVER I FELT LOW OR LONELY... CARES BOUT DA PEOPLE AROUND HER... SHE'S YUP A BIT PRACTICAL ND TALKS STRAIGHT ND YUP IT IS GUD... SHE MAINTAINS A SENSE OF RESPECT TOWARDS HERSELF... ND YUP I TOO DOO RESPECT HER A LOT... WELL NO ONE CUD EVER BE PERFECT.... DERE R FLAWS... ND WELL YUP ARIF TOO NOES IT WELL... WHEREVER LIFE WUD TAKE US BUT YUP ARIF WUD ALWAYS B A CLOSEST FREN... ND YUP ONE MORE THING DONNO IN A WAY BUT M A BIT AFRAID OOF HER ANGER :P ALTHOUGH I GUESS I NEVER SAW IT AS SUCH :) ALL IN ALL ARIF IS A FREN WORTH KEEPIN TILL THE END.. YUP YOUNGER TO ME BUT OOLWAYS STOOD STOUT BY MY SIDE IN MY GUD ND WORST TIMES LIKE AN ELDER SISTA.. SOO I JUS WISH DAT SHE GETS WATEVER SHE EXPECTS..

HARSHA

HARSHA AS EVERY 1 NOES IS 1 OF MA 3 BES FRENS N HE'LL ALWAYS B.TO DESCRIBE HIM IN 1 WORD, HE IS A "FUCKIN ASSHOLE" :) NOPS SOMETIMES HE IS BUT HE IS
"MR. CONFIDENT", DIS GUY HAS AN ATTRACTION IN HIS PERSONALITY.WEN HE SPEAKS OUT HIS THOUGHTS I LISTEN TO HIM BECAUSE DIS GUY IS GENUINE.EVERY 1 HAS SOME DARKNESS BUT DOENT MATTER.
HE ALWAYS STANDS TALL 4 WAT IS RIGHT, ATLEAST 4 WAT HE BELEIVES TO B RIGHT.I'VE LEARNT A LOT 4M HIM, HE IS AN INSTITUTION IN HIMSELF WID A FATAL SENSE OF HUMOUR N IMMENSE INTELIGENCE, HE NOES HIS WEEKNESS BUT HE COVER DEM PRETTY WELL N DATS WAT MAKES HIM SO DIFFERENT 4M OTHERS.
M HAPPY 4 WATSOEVER V SHARED TOGETHERN WATEVER SPAN OF LIFE V SPENT 2GETHER N V'LL SPEND.

"IT HAPPENS"

A FREN OF MINE TOUGHT ME.."FRIENDS ARE DOSE WHO STAY BY YOUR SIDE IN THE WORST OF TIMES. IN JOY THE WHOLE WORLD SAILS IN. BUT IN GLOOM AND LONELINESS YOU FIND BUT ONLY A FEW. BUT THOSE FEW ARE VALUED NOT FOR THE PRESENT BUT FOR THE FUTURE AND ONLY WHEN THEY ARE GONE. AND YOU DON'T FIND ANYONE ELSE BY YOUR SIDE AND REALISE THOSE WHO ARE GONE VALUED YOU THE MOST AND WERE TRUE TO YOU".

EVERYTIME I GET TO KNOW BOUT SOME ONE'S STORY OF LIFE. I REALISE THAT THEIR LIFE IS MUCH INTO A COBWEB OF TROUBLES THAN MINE. MY PAIN AND MY GLOOM BECOME SMALLER. SOMETIMES EVEN IF I WANT TO, I COULD NOT STRETCH A HAND OF HELP. SUMTHINS AND SOME SITUATIONS ARE SUCH THAT EVEN A STRETCH OF HAND SUMTIMES COULD NOT DO, FOR THE ONE FOR WHOM I CARE. THE ONLY THING LEFT IS TO REPAIR AND STAY STOUT WITH THEM. MAY BE WITHOUT SAYIN A WORD.

YUP SOMETIMES SILENCE SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. SOMETIMES BEING APART IS BEING TOGETHER. SOMETIMES WHAT MATTERS IS THE DESIRE OF SOMEONE ELSE AND NOT OURS. SOMETIMES THEY SMILE AND LAUGH BUT ONLY WE KNOW WHATS WITHIN. WE COULD HUG THEM AND WE COULD CARE BUT STILL THEIR PAINS THEY WOULD NEVER SHARE. THEY ASK TO LEAVE THEM ALONE WHEN THEY NEED US STOUT AND WANT US TO REPAIR.

BUT MISUNDERSTANDINGS. CREATE A GAP BETWEEN THE BEST OF BUDDIES. AND SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY BUT STILL SOMETHINGS AND SOME STUFFS JUST COULD NOT BE REPAIRED. EVEN IF THINGS GET BETTER BUT STILL THE GAP IS NEVER FILLED TO THE FULL.

AND THEN WE MESS OVER SMALL STUFFS AND ARGUE OVER EVERYTHING TO MAKE THINGS WORSE AND WHEN TIME PASSES, WE REALISE THAT WHAT WE HAD WAS MUCH BETTER DAN WHAT WE ARE LEFT WITH 2DAY.. BUT BY THE TIME WE WANT TO SEE THE SWEET EARLY MORNING SUNSHINE FALL ON OUR FACE THE SKY IS SUDDENLY FLOODED WITH DARK CLOUDS, WITH NOT A SINGLE CLUE THAT THE SUN EVER EXISTED AND IF WE CUD SEE IT AGAIN.

AND SO SOMETIMES LETTIN GO'S BETTER FOR US. BUT WHAT WHEN WE DONT WANNA LET GO THINGS. WEN V WISH 2 KEEP STUFFS AND LIVE IN AN ILLUSION THAT IT EXISTS. WHEN STUFSS'VE ALREADY GONE TOO FAR. SO WELL GOTTA GETCH RID OF THESE ILLUSIONS CREATED BY SELF AND ITS BETTER NOT TO FISH INTO THE TROUBLED WATERS. RATHER SWIM OUT CLEAN AS IF STUFFS AND LIVE AS IF STUFFS WERE NEVER THERE.

MY WORDS MY VOICE MY OPINION MY SAY.....

DIS IS NOT MERELY DA VOICE OF SAMUEL ALONE BUT IT IS DA VOICE OF EVERY ONE..... DIS IS SUMTHIN WAT I BELEIVE.... SUMTHIN IN MY OWN WORDS ND MY OWN VOICE... AN UNREST SUMWHERE WIDIN ME BOUT DA THINGS I C AROUND... I NEEDED A VOICE ND I FOUND MINE TO B DA BEST TO EXPRESS...... HOPE YA ALL LIKE IT TOO.... STILL IT HAS TO B COMPLETED... I GUESS I'LL WRITE IT ALL THRU MY LIFE.... JUS TO GET DOSE FINISHING LINES OF SATISFACTION..

"YUP IT IS"

WELL A VERY GUD ND EXTREMELY CLOSE FREN OF OURS…. MOHAMMAD ZILANI…. ONCE WHILE V WERE BUSY LIKE ALWAYS, DISCUSSING NOTHER ASSHOLE INTELLECTUAL ISSUE… AS V USE TO DO, DONNO 4M WHERE SAID DIS THING DAT “ KABHI BHI KISI INSAAN K BAARE ME KOI BHI BURI BAAT TAB NAHI KARNI CHAHIYE JAB WO AAPKE SAATH US WAQT MAUJOOD NA HO” IT’S LIKE PEETH PEECHE WALA KINDA STUFF ND ALL DAT… HIS WORDS WERE LIKE A HAMMER TO MY BRAIN… ND FORCED ME TO GIVE A SECOND THOUGHT BOUT MY OWN SELF…. AS YUP MOST OF DA TIMES I WAZ INDULGED INTO DIS STUFF…. ND DONNO WENEVER I USE TO DO IT…. IT WAZ LIKE I USE TO FEEL GUILTY AFTERWARDS…. AS WAT HE SAID WAZ VERY TRUE ND HAD A DEPTH INTO IT…. WELL BUT BY GOD’S GRACE I DO IT STILL :P :)… YUP IT IS NOT AT DA SAME RATE AS IT USE TO B BUT STILL IT IS DERE…. BUT YUP M WORKIN OUT ON IT…. ND MAY B I’LL KEEP ON WORKIN ON IT ALL THRU… BUT YUP WAT HE SAID WAZ BLOODY GOD DAMN SO VERY TRUE… IT STILL STRIKES ME WENEVER I DO SO…. OR RATHER WEN M DONE WITH IT…. BUT YUP I GUESS IT’S DA WORST THING SUMONE COULD EVER DO…. ND DEN V ALWAYS DO… DONNO CANT SAY BOUT OTHERS… BUT DIS HAS TO B CORRECTED….

WELL LIFE’S ALL FULL OF CIRCUMSTANCES AND SITUATIONS. BUT EVERY SITUATION V HAVE TO FACE ND LIVE ON OUR OWN. IT DEPEPNDS ON OUR ATTITUDE AS TO HOW V FACE DEM. V LAUGH, V CRY, V FEEL HAPPY, V FEEL SAD BECAUSE OF THESE SITUATIONS. SOME TIMES V LOOSE HOPES. BUT ALL DESE EMOTIONS HAVE NOTHIN TO DO WID A HUMAN HEART BUT HAS A LOT WITH DA HUMAN BRAIN. ALL DA SITUATIONS R IN OUR HANDS ND IN OUR CONTROL. V WANT TO B SAD ND V ARE SAD, V WANT TO B HAPPY ND V R HAPPY, V WANT TO GIVE UP THINGS ND V GIVE UP, V BECOME AIMLESS ND GET INTO DILEMMA AS V CHOOSE SO. BUT MOST OF DESE COULD B HANDLED JUS BY OUR MERE BRAIN. V FEEL LOW OR SAD CAUSE V OURSELVES WANT TO THINK BOUT DA SITUATION OR CIRCUMSTANCES DAT LEAD US INTO GLOOM. BUT DA MOMENT V STOP THINKING BOUT DA SITUATION ND LET OURSELVES B UNKNOWN TO IT, IT’S ALL GONE ND V REALISE OR RATEHR FEEL AS IF DA SITUATION NEVER EXISTED. DONNO GUESS IT’S COMPLICATED BUT WORKS 4 ME. THE ONLY MOTTO IN LIFE SHOULD B TO THINK BIG. ATLEAST DIS MUCH V HAVE IN OUR HANDS. ND YUP NEVER CONSIDER NY BODY INFERIOR OR SUPERIOR TO URSELF. U HAVE IT IN U SO KEEP ON FIGHTING. DOESN’T MATTER WAT KIND OF PEOPLE U HAVE AROUND, JUS LEARN 4M DEM, AS TO WAT U SHUD NEVER B. GAIN EXPERIENCES OF UR OWN ND LIFE GIVES U A PLENTY OF CHANCE TO LEARN ND CORRECT URSELF. HAVE A WORD OF UR OWN ND NEVER TRY TO IMITATE. AS WAT IS BEEN SAID AS GUD AS U CUD SAY, NEVER SAY IT, WRITTEN AS GUD AS URS, NEVER WRITE IT, JUS B ORIGINAL IN UR THOUGHTS.
“B A FIGHTER”

KYUNKI KHWAAB HAI TO MANZILE HAI, MANZILE HAI TO RAASTE HAI, RAASTE HAI TO HOSLA HAI, HONSLA HAI TO VISHWAAS HAI K FIGHTER HAMESHA JEET TA HAI…. LOL… : p