"IT HAPPENS"

A FRIEND OF MINE TAUGHT ME.."FRIENDS ARE DOSE WHO STAY BY YOUR SIDE IN THE WORST OF TIMES. IN JOY THE WHOLE WORLD SAILS IN. BUT IN GLOOM AND LONELINESS YOU FIND BUT ONLY A FEW. BUT THOSE FEW ARE VALUED NOT FOR THE PRESENT BUT FOR THE FUTURE AND ONLY WHEN THEY ARE GONE. AND YOU DON'T FIND ANYONE ELSE BY YOUR SIDE AND REALISE THOSE WHO ARE GONE VALUED YOU THE MOST AND WERE TRUE TO YOU".

EVERY TIME I GET TO KNOW BOUT SOME ONE'S STORY OF LIFE. I REALISE THAT THEIR LIFE IS MUCH INTO A COBWEB OF TROUBLES THAN MINE. MY PAIN AND MY GLOOM BECOME SMALLER. SOMETIMES EVEN IF I WANT TO, I COULD NOT STRETCH A HAND OF HELP. SUMTHINS AND SOME SITUATIONS ARE SUCH THAT EVEN A STRETCH OF HAND SUMTIMES COULD NOT DO, FOR THE ONE FOR WHOM I CARE. THE ONLY THING LEFT IS TO REPAIR AND STAY STOUT WITH THEM. MAY BE WITHOUT SAYING A WORD.

YUP SOMETIMES SILENCE SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. SOMETIMES BEING APART IS BEING TOGETHER. SOMETIMES WHAT MATTERS IS THE DESIRE OF SOMEONE ELSE AND NOT OURS. SOMETIMES THEY SMILE AND LAUGH BUT ONLY WE KNOW WHATS WITHIN. WE COULD HUG THEM AND WE COULD CARE BUT STILL THEIR PAINS THEY WOULD NEVER SHARE. THEY ASK TO LEAVE THEM ALONE WHEN THEY NEED US STOUT AND WANT US TO REPAIR.

BUT MISUNDERSTANDINGS. CREATE A GAP BETWEEN THE BEST OF BUDDIES. AND SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY BUT STILL SOMETHINGS AND SOME STUFFS JUST COULD NOT BE REPAIRED. EVEN IF THINGS GET BETTER BUT STILL THE GAP IS NEVER FILLED TO THE FULL.

AND THEN WE MESS OVER SMALL STUFFS AND ARGUE OVER EVERYTHING TO MAKE THINGS WORSE AND WHEN TIME PASSES, WE REALISE THAT WHAT WE HAD WAS MUCH BETTER DAN WHAT WE ARE LEFT WITH TODAY.. BUT BY THE TIME WE WANT TO SEE THE SWEET EARLY MORNING SUNSHINE FALL ON OUR FACE THE SKY IS SUDDENLY FLOODED WITH DARK CLOUDS, WITH NOT A SINGLE CLUE THAT THE SUN EVER EXISTED AND IF WE CUD SEE IT AGAIN.

AND SO SOMETIMES LETTING GO'S BETTER FOR US. BUT WHAT WHEN WE DON'T WANNA LET GO THINGS. WEN V WISH 2 KEEP STUFFS AND LIVE IN AN ILLUSION THAT IT EXISTS. WHEN STUFSS'VE ALREADY GONE TOO FAR. SO WELL GOTTA GETCH RID OF THESE ILLUSIONS CREATED BY SELF AND ITS BETTER NOT TO FISH INTO THE TROUBLED WATERS. RATHER SWIM OUT CLEAN AS IF STUFFS AND LIVE AS IF STUFFS WERE NEVER THERE.