RISHTEY

MERE HI KAMRE KI TAAK MEIN BIKHRE THE MERE WO RISHTEY. ROZ SAMET TA THA MAIN UN RISHTON KO. KABHI ZINDAGI ME UN RISHTON KI ZAROORAT MEHSOOS NAHI KARI. EK DIN JAB GAUR KIYA TO PAAYA KI KITNE AJEEB THE WO RISTEY. KABHI HANSA HANSA KE RULATE TO KABHI RULA RULA KE HANSATE THE WO RISHTEY.

ROZ KI TAREH EK DIN JAB TAAK ME APNI UNGLIYAN DAUDAI TO US TAAZI DHOOL KI CHUAN KO APNI UNGLIYON PE MEHSOOS KIYA.AB NA SIRF RISTEY BIKHARTE THE BALKI UN PAR DHOOL BHI JAMNE LAGI THI. MAIN YE SOCH KE HATASH HO GAYA KI AB MERA ROZ KA KAAM BADH JAEGA AUR GAM KHANE LAGA. LEKIN JAB NAZAR UTHA KE DEKHA TO MERE JAISE NA JAANE KITNE HI AUR LOG IS DUNIYA ME MAUJOOD THE JO MERI HI TAREH ROZ RISHTON KO SAMET TE AUR PONCHTE THE.

EK DIN MAIN AUR MERE JAISE KAI, APNA WO ROZ KA KAAM KAR RAHE THE KI TABHI MERI NAZAR US BUZURG PE PADI. USNE HUMSE KAHA “ KISI KE JAANE KE BAAD KOI CHAAR DIN KA GAM NAHI KHATA TO CHALEES DIN TO BOHAT BADI BAAT HAI.” AUR USNE KAHA “ AGAR RISHTON KO BAANDH KAR AUR DHAK KAR RAKHA JAE TO NA TO WO KABHI BIKHARTE HAIN AUR NA HI UN PE KABHI DHOOL HI JAMTI HAI.”

USKI YE BAAT SUN KAR MAIN US PAR KHOOB HANSA AUR USKA KHOOB MAZAAK BANAYA. LEKIN WO BINA PALKE JHAPKAE APNI PATHRAI AANKHON SE MUJHE GHOORTA RAHA. USKI WO GHOORTI AANKHEIN MAANO MUJH PAR TARAS KHA RAHI THI. WO MUJHE GHOORTA RAHA AUR JATA RAHA.

CHAAHE MAINE US SHAKHS KA JITNA BHI MAZAAK BANAAYA LEKIN USKI KAHI HAR BAAT MERE DIMAAG ME GHAR KAR GAI AUR SHAAYAD ISI LIYE MAINE WAISA HI KIYA JAISA US SHAKHS NE KAHA THA.

MAINE RISHTON KO BAANDH KAR AUR DHAK KAR TAAK ME RAKH DIYA. AGLE DIN DEKHA TO MERE WO RISHTEY HAMESHAA KI TAREH BIKHRE AUR DHOOL ME LIPTE PADE THE.MAIN UDAAS HO GAYA AUR KAMRE SE BAAHAR NIKAL KE DEKHA TO BAHAR JASN KA MAHAUL THA. LOG KHUSH THE KYUNKI UNKE WO RISHTEY HAMESHA KE LIYE BANDH AUR DHAK CHUKE THE.

ITNAA SAB HONE PAR BHI MAINE HAAR NAHI MAANI AUR KAAFI WAQT TAK UN RISHTON KO BAANDHTA AUR DHAKTA RAHA LEKIN WO AAJ BHI BIKHRE HAI AUR UN PAR JAMI WO DHOOL AAJ BHI UTNI HI TAAZI HAI. TAB SAMAJH ME AA GAYA KI MERE RISHTEY NA TO KABHI BANDHENGE AUR NA HI DHAKENGE.

LEKIN PHIR BHI MERA WO RISHTON KO SAMETNE AUR PONCHNE KA SILSILA CHALTA RAHA, JAB TAK MAIN CHALTA RAHA. HAALAAT BADALNE LAGE, MAIN BADALNE LAGA, WAQT BADALNE LAGA. RISHTEY KUCH HAD TAK BANDHE AUR DHAKE BHI LEKIN UTNE NAHI JITNE MAIN CHAHATA THA. ITNA BHI MUMKIN HO PAAYA KYUNKI MAIN KHUD HI KHUD KO BADAL KE UN RISHTON KE HISAAB SE DHALNE LAGA.

GOLDEN MEMORIES

Some Moments 4m An Old Book Of Everlastin Frenship

HERE I AM DIS IS ME

These R Some Gud One's Of Mine....

"AAJ KUCH KAMI SI HAI"

“Na jaane kyun aaj ek ghutan si hai,
Yun to sab kehte hai ki jeeta hun main bhi magar, har din mar raha hun main.

Woh beeta hua har lamha gunjta hai kaanon mein mere,
Na chah kar bhi usi ki rah taka karta hun main.
Har guzarti hui parchai mein use hi dhoondti hain meri ye sooni aankhein,

Par who jo gaya hai ab woh na aaega, ye jaan chuka hun main.”

"MAIN BANUN"

Written 4 my 'Sweetheart'


“Jab zindagi mein chaho tum koi khaas;
To wo khaas main banun.
Tere jism ko gar choo jae hawa bhi;
To us chuhan ka ehsaas main banun.
Jab kabhi hone lage tu udaas;
To teri har aas main banun.
Tere jism ki har salvat dhake jo;
Wo libaas main banun.
Jab tootne lage teri ek bhi saans;
To apni saansen chor teri wo saans main banun.
Jis tareh tu basti hai mujhme;
Teri bhi rooh ki gehrai main banun.”

"DEATH OF LOVE"

It was written wen i was lost nd had nowhere to go......


“Ye ilm nahin tha ki zindagi kabhi itni khali hogi,
Ke woh meri zindagi mein meri maut ki gawahi hogi.
Yun to main janta tha ki woh raaton ko jaag jaag kar mere seene se lag kar meri hi kabr khoda karte the magar,
Is had tak kabhi soch bhi na saka ki woh hi meri zindagi ki tabahi hogi.”

"NO SURRENDER NO RETREAT"

Well t happens nd it happened....


“So lost was I in the kisses of my beloved friend;
That I hardly ever thought, one day everything’ ll get over and everything’ ll end.

Now tears have found a place to rest there within my eyes;
Can’t get rid of this feeling, standing alone under the blue sky.

At times when all’s gone, hope is the only thing that one can keep;
To have patience and wait in life to take the correct leap.

So I’ll
NEVER SURRENDER & I’ll NEVER RETREAT.”

"MY LOVE"

Da days of love r da days of heaven nd dey'll always be....

“You were the smile on the face of a New Born Child;
The desired Destiny, when I’ve walked Miles.
You were in the air I Breathe;
The prayer in the words of a Priest.
You were the Inspiration and you were the Hope;
In those Gloomy Days when I had no Scope.
You were the Strength when I was weak;
Became my Words when I couldn't speak.”

"THAT OLD MAN"

This was the 1st ever written by me wen i was in da 5th standard......


“That OLD MAN started living with us, from the day;
when his wife was dead and his hair turned grey.
He taught me many things that I could have never gained;
But I behaved in such a way that hurt him and left him in pain.
Sometimes I treated him in a real bad way;
Still he always told me how to keep bad things away.
Then came the time, when he went to his wife;
His breath came to an end and so his life.
And when he died, then I realized;
What that OLD MAN meant to me, with whom I always disagreed.
OH YOU THERE ! come back to me again;
And I’ll perish all your grief and pain.
And I’ll show you a new world of love and cheer;
Where you’ll never find hatred, far or near.”

"LIFE IS NEVER THE SAME"

A month after v departed i wrote dis one........

“Zindagi mein bas mutthi bhar kuch dost hi ikatthe kar paya tha main,

Woh dost jaate rahe aur main akela hota raha.

Par ab akele rehne ki aadat si ho gai hai mujhe,

Kyunki ab kuch bhi pehle jaisa raha nahi, kyunki ab badal chuke hai woh sabhi aur shayad badal chuka hun main bhi.”

"NEVER RETREAT"

I wrote it wen i realised dat feeling pitty bout situations is not something dat cud b an excuse 4 anything in life u have to stand up nd walk nd run like before.....

“Zindagi bohat choti hai.Jitna door reh sako apni
khud ki maujudgi se utna accha hai.Sab ek din
khatam hona hai ye soch ke jina sahi nahi hai,
kyunki ye to usi tarah hai ki apni kabr khod kar
zindgi bhar uske paas baith kar apni maut ka
intezaar karte raho.Khud sahi raho ye zaroori hai na
ki ye ki dusron ki parchaiyon tak mein nukhs nikalte raho.”

"THE BOOK OF TOGETHERNESS"

It was written at the time wen v all departed with a heavy heart....

“Jab saath the hum sab to fikra nahin thi,

Kai log jo azeez the peeche reh gae zindagi ki is kitaab mein.

Jab us kitaab ka agla panna palta to who khali tha,
kyunki wo hume likhna hai.

Jab phir se pichla panna palta to who purana sa lagne laga,

Lekin shyahi se likha har ek lavz utna hi naya tha jitne ki aaj hum sab hai.”

"BURA MAIN HU"

Another one written by me.....
“Bura main hun isliye mujhe bura kehne walon se koi shikayat nahi rakhta;
Izzat sirf dena janta hun kamane ki koi khwahish nahi karta.
Yun to jo jante tak nahi mujhe, mujhe galat maan baithe hain magar;
Ab isliye kisi ko apni maujoodgi ka ehsaas karane ke layak nahi samjhta

"YE ZINDAGI"

ITS JUS A THOUGHT OF MINE BOUT LIFE....
“Us darwaaze ki khunti pe tange, libaas mein lipti ye zindagi;
Roz pehenti, badalti, utarti aur tangti ye zindagi.
Jab pehni to jo apna kehte the pehchanne se inkaar karte rahe;
Jab badli to koi pehchaan na saka aur wize taufeeq dete na thake.
Log mutasir rahe lekin sirf tab tak, jab tak tangi rahi, khamosh rahi ye zindagi.
Aur jab utri to kisi se jism dhakne ko ek katran bhi naseeb na ho saka.”